August 24th, 2009 (11:45 am)
current mood: optimistic
General Life Update:
I am a happy person. I like my life, I like who I have turned out to be. I like how things that used to be impossible for me are easier now. I like that I cope, deal, and move the fuck on. It's nice to be a happy person instead of a sad person.
Cheer Life Update:
Still cheering, I suck but I am getting better. The girls have complimented me on my progress and have made it clear that I had better be a part of the squad next year if I know what's good for me. Plus I have made some cool chick friends. Bonus.
Family Life Update:
My family rocks. They all came out to watch me do my cheer business saturday night. I was awesome to have them in the stands taking pictures and being all proud (and making fun of me) They made me nervous but I was really happy they were there.
Personal Life Update:
I have jumped back on the celibacy bandwagon. Keeping them panties on if it kills me. I am also doing a great job with the only drinking one night out of the week. I've been missing alot of parties but I am less exhausted so it's a fair trade as far as I am concerned.
Soccer Life Update:
Played my first division one game and kicked ass. I made some sweet saves and basically defended like my life depended on it. Everyone was really nice and I have an actual team jersey, just like everyone else. Totally sweet. I am kicking ass in indoor still, dropping in on people, stealing balls. I am sweaty and impressive.
Social Life Update:
Brittany is still gone and I WICKED MISS HER. I am getting much better at socializing with people I don't know with out freezing up and getting all anxious/awkward. Kinda seeing someone, it's weird. I don't like it. He makes me all emotional and messy, and I don't get all emotional and messy. Not anymore. It's not going to end well, or in my favor. Bummer.